i took her out in the cold. to explain myself. but seeking positive change. was not something she could tell. apologies she assaulted with her attacks. she's so goddamned ignorant. i hope she thought this was worth it. i'm going to back down. you just dug the hole. you made a promise i wont forget. i'm going to remove. my whole life from you. please don't support me. i hate you. and i've tried so many times. to make a change. she sobered me up. with all the things she said. but to think i would tolerate. this is another bet. to insult my friends. and the relations of this band. don't show your fucking face again. or i will make this hell. and you try to take my pride away.